This is what happens when you express doubt in the religious world:
Even when you get the chance to ask a question to a pastor, the response is usually full of bullshit — the meaningless recitation of some Bible verse or a made-up answer that has no basis in the truth. The church doesn’t know how to reconcile its beliefs with an often harsh reality, so instead of saying “I don’t know the answer,” they overcompensate by saying “Christianity has all the answers.”
It doesn’t, and you’re better off leaving a community like that.
You have a better chance of finding the answers on your own (or with the help of a close friend or family members) than you do by asking seminary-trained men of the cloth.